Thursday, June 3, 2010

Cycle high...

Why can't I be "happy" when I cycle high? Why do I have to be the one that gets irritable, angry, irate, raging... WHY? Why can't I make myself sane? Why can't I stop the swings? Why does everything have to be so challenging for me? So difficult? Seriously, I didn't sign for this. My kids didn't sign up for this... *sigh* I DON'T WANT MY KIDS TO BE SCREWED UP BECAUSE I'M SCREWED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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