Saturday, June 5, 2010

Three years ago...

I was sitting in the middle of the floor, wrapped in a blanket, shivering. In walk Kim and Melissa, my 2 midwives. It was the start of an amazing experience and the beginning of Morri's life. The whole night/morning went so quickly. And then she was here.

Happy Hatch Day to my sweet baby. No, not a baby anymore.. to my sweet big girl. :) The last of my babies..

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Cycle high...

Why can't I be "happy" when I cycle high? Why do I have to be the one that gets irritable, angry, irate, raging... WHY? Why can't I make myself sane? Why can't I stop the swings? Why does everything have to be so challenging for me? So difficult? Seriously, I didn't sign for this. My kids didn't sign up for this... *sigh* I DON'T WANT MY KIDS TO BE SCREWED UP BECAUSE I'M SCREWED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!